Lets talk about being yourself

So. One of the people that think they are close to me, says im not being myself. Well. What he doesnt know, is that I was finally comfortable with being myself around him. So thanks, Mr. thinkyouknowitall for judging me right when I thought you weren’t doing that anymore. And by the way, thanks for screwing up my childhood. Oh yeah, and I bet you didn’t know that whenever I see families together having a good time, I get really jealous because I wish we had that? And I wish that we could hang out without you yelling at me for something I did wrong. And I wish I had the guts to tell you all of this but im too scared that you will think im just trying to create drama and yell at me for being so selfish. I mean, do you know that you used to be my hero? That I looked up to you and one day wished that I could be as fun loving as you? But then, you started coming home drunk, and I learned what it felt like to be yelled at night after night, and I then I learned what fear was when I was terrified for you to walk through the door. And I would say that you ruined my childhood, if you were actually a part of it. You were only that guy who yelled at us for being kids and made growing up kinda suck. But, I wish I could tell you one thing, even if you think that you are helping me become a good adult, your not. But you are showing me how much of a dick someone can be, you taught me not to be mean, because I dont want to turn into someone like you. And most of all, you showed me how mentally confused one can be when drunk.

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