It got me thinking..

So, everyone is good at something. Whether its art or writing or athletics or anything. Everyone is good at something. Well. My brother was making fun of me in a joking way saying I wasn’t good at anything when we were discussing future carreer goals. Well. I thought about it for a while, and Ive come to realize, Im not really good at anything. I write, I swim, and I run (I do alot of other things, but these are what im best at I think). Im okay at all of these things, but im not great. And since someone is good at everything and its seeming like they find it earlier on in life, well, I feel out of the loop I guess you could say. Because I havn’t found what im good at. Ive found what I love, and thats about it. And I know people say do what you love  (thats what she said) but when I do what I love, Im not as great as other people are at that. And I probably shouldn’t be comparing myself to others, but just once, Id like to be better at something then someone else who loves it as much as I do. Now that sounds like im whining and I guess I might be to some people, but, normally, I dont care how bad I am at something, because I do it anyways. But its just something about what my brother said that got me thinking, what the hell am I gonna do in the future that Ill actually be good at? Im not the next michael phelps, definatley not the next Steven King or Dr. Seuss either, and Im ok with that, but its kinda my dream to have a young blogger or writer or whoever say, im sure as hell not going to be the next Maddy W. Yeah. And one day, im gonna do it. I hope. But for right now, im still that mess of a girl trying to find herself in this crazy world. 

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