Its been almost a year, on monday, from when my mom woke me up, telling me he was gone. Its been almost a year, since we were moving things out of his house, hearing his moaning from all the pain he was in. Its been almost a year since I lost all sense of sanity for the way I look at things. Its been almost a year since I dont waste life at all anymore. Its been almost a year since my life was completley turned around. And in this year. So much has happened. I found out who my real friends were, who would be willing to stay through my rants of nonsense, my insane thoughts, stupid moves, and just to stick by my mess of a self’s side. Ive sadly fallen in love, with my best guy friend, of all time. Ive had my heart broken, like all teens, ive had the best day of my entire life, the best week, the best month, and arguably the best, and worst year of my life.
It was in this year, that I was recovering from losing my uncle. my closest family member. It was in this year that I did a total 180 on my thoughts about life, it was in this year that I questioned why we even live in the first place, if all we do is die. Just. Alot happened this year that made me question alot of things, but i kinda learned not to stress out all the little stuff, cause whats the point of not enjoying life? ur gonna die eventually and not have the chance to enjoy it
so. This year. Was. Insane. And you wonder why im writing this no where near new years. well. monday. is a year. a year from last sept.13. so. Its been a year.
