Change

Change. Sometimes you see it coming, feel it happening, and realize the result before things are done changing, and sometimes your going through change with a blindfold on not noticing it until it blows up in your face. Trying to change back, its a waste of time. You can try to be the median, you can try to make things better and you can try to make everything back to the way it was but really its not going to happen. You can’t be the only one trying, and even when your not the only one trying, its still as if its impossible to go back. Making one too many mistakes can cause everthing to change. It can make you or break you, or it can even ruin relationships with the people your closest to. Making those few too many mistakes, although everyone makes them, most of the time you can easily avoid making the mistakes. But then you have a moment of weakness, and you just, mess up. Saying sorry, it doesnt do anything, it means nothing anymore because people over use it to cover everything they possibly can up.  Even if your really, truly sorry, its hardly useful to say it. proving it is complicated. You dont know what they want to see for you to prove it, and its just a mess. But after change, whether it may be bad or good. We build from it. We grow and learn and experience more because of it. Although it seems as if your entire world is falling apart, it will build back up in time, all in time it will build back up and become a new constant for how your life goes. So, change, alot of the time, is unwanted, hated, feared, frowned upon because it can mess up the life you have now. But its necassary. Its a requirement that we change at least a few times in our life and that our life as a whole changes, because thats just how things go.

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